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I crashed onto my bed. It was all soft and all comfy…. Best place to be after a tiring day. It was soccer day for me today, there would be more than 15 schools playing each other on the grass fields. By the time I got on my school bus I was exhausted. My legs were sore; I wanted to go to sleep. Now that I’m on my bed I’m pretty sure I’ll fall asleep in no time but suddenly the curtains moved. I immediately turned my head towards them. They swayed back and forth back and forth. Suddenly the AC blasted, I could feel the cold air stick to my skin. I stared at the curtains and I wasn’t able to go to sleep.
I was always afraid of the night. Everything would be dark and I wouldn’t be able to see anything, I can’t do anything, I can’t focus on a certain point, I wouldn’t be able to take action if something happened. It’s as if the darkness is drowning me, it chokes me to keep me awake. It’s not only the darkness that scares me, I would always think there would be ghosts somewhere in my room stalking me, ready to prance. so every night I would turn on almost half of my lights which would sting my eyes but I had to because the ghosts were scared of the light… Tonight is different I didn’t get a chance to turn on my lights.
I have mixed emotions at the moment, I am scared, and I am mentally and physically exhausted. I would twitch whenever I heard a noise. I would swallow my spit whenever the curtains moved. Then I saw my 5 pillows… I thought about things, maybe I can build a fortress of pillows and blankets! I quickly constructed my fortress and it looked as strong and as beautiful as it can be. The pillows made a wall and the blankets made a tower. I was the watch-out tower. I peeked through the gaps of the blankets and spied on the curtains. This lasted for almost an hour but it felt like ages. I am going to collapse soon but my mind kept on telling me to stay strong but I told my mind to just let me take a rest. I couldn’t hold it anymore… I was sweating really badly. I couldn’t hold my head up anymore… I whispered to myself, “ Just go to sleep William… There are no ghosts…there are no ghosts…”. After the 3rd time I doze into sleep.
I opened my eyes… I saw light. I sat up and found my curtains as still as possible. I looked around me; my fortress of pillows and blankets was destroyed by its own king overnight, it was torn into pieces, nothing left but ruins. My alarm clocked starting ringing. I snatched it and turned it off, it was a habit already. There are no such things as ghosts, the darkness will never choke me to death, it’ll never drown me, as long as you never think about it and you’ll be able to go to sleep, tell yourself things. Comfort yourself.
I am not afraid of the dark anymore, I sweated for 3 hours last night trying to see a freaking ghost bone but not one, not one appeared. The darkness calmed me, it didn’t drown me, it got me to relax. No more eye stinging lights, no more bed fortresses.
I yawned and then hopped off my bed, a brand new day. A Fairly nice day after a horrible night. I opened up my curtains and found nothing behind them but a beautiful sun.