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Journal 1/12 – Rise and Fall

The rise and fall of empires all depend on the emperors, the ruler. If the emperor knows how to fight wars and knows how to handle with the empire’s economy then the empire will eventually grow and expand. The fall of empires usually are caused by the cruel rulers that only care about themselves, the ones that only want themselves to be happy, to be rich, to have a wealthy life. Bad rulers don’t necessarily have to just be selfish, if the ruler only knows how to run the military then leaves the governing part on its own the empire will also crash, same with the other way around. The inner stability of the empire is also needed, if the senators or generals don’t respect the ruler or plans on killing the ruler the stability will be lost and the empire will be in a mess. Wars will go on and that will really hurt the economy of the empire. Setting alliances with neighboring countries is also very important. If the neighboring country is a potential enemy of yours then you must deal with it as soon as possible, setting alliances and benefitting each other can lead to peace. I think that the falling and rising of empires mainly have to do with the government.

In this Art project I learned the coil technique. I’ve never ever worked with clay; it’s a first for me. I learned how to make clay sculptures. When you are painting clay it’s different from painting on normal paper. The texture of the clay and the smoother surfaces make it harder to paint but the paint goes on the clay better. I messed up a couple times before I could get the pattern that I wanted on my vessel. I learned a lot of things about working with clay for example, the coil technique and painting on clay.

The sculpture changed a lot from my original plan. I didn’t have a color for my vessel. I just decided to see how the vessel would turn out then decide the color. There was never really a color plan even after I finished sculpting my vessel. I just tried out different colors and it turned out like this. Also the shape of the vessel changed as I started to figure out that my plan was a little bit too hard for me. The cup part was the hardest, I would always add too much clay and the whole thing would collapse so I decided to somehow change a long and skinny champagne glass into a wider and shorter wine glass.

I am very proud of my sculpture. I didn’t think it would turn out to be so good, well at least to me. This word really covers up a lot of things and can have a lot of meaning but I think my sculpture is cool and yes, that’s about it.

How would you feel if your home were destroyed by an earthquake or volcano?

I would feel empty and sad. I wouldn’t feel mad because its a natural thing, i chose to live in a seismic area so be it, I would’ve expected it. I would do something about it, it is a disaster to everybody in that area so I should help them out and pull them back up if they are in trouble and bring them back to the right track again.

I walk away taking the last glance of your last smile of the night

The night meant to have bright stars

The night that meant I could have you

I play my guitar in the car

Playing the song I wrote for you thats now mended into our song

As the car moves it seems like its moving backwards going through what we’ve been through and where we’ve been as I leave the gate

Going through the trails I go back to the starting point

The lights blinding my eyewhere I only want you to be happy

I don’t know how many times I have repeated this but please remeber that whatever choice you make I’ll always be there

And yes, I find it so beautiful

Yeah, You and Your Smile

Emo October 30

Long long ago, there was a boy named Emoc. His mom died when she gave birth to him, his father died at war. He was an orphan at the age of 5. He lived with nobody but wild cats and rubbish. He was enough of life but wanted to do something about it. Long ago there was also a kingdom called Wesmoc. The country was peaceful but was always in war defending themselves from other countries. Emoc went through 15 years of pain and war. Finally one day at a consul meeting he crashed into the throne and gave advices and suggested himself as an advisor and a general. The consuls were amazed by his smartness and experience at war. They gave him the position of a general and advisor. He led thousands of soldiers at war and won every single battle that he was in charge of but there was a problem with this mighty general, every night he would think back and remember the pain that he’s been through. The pain would strike him so bad that he would want to hurt himself. Every night he kept a knife with him. When the soldiers asked him why there were scars on his arm he would look away with pain. Soon the general of Wesmoc, Emoc starting spreading and everybody started discussing about him. Every general would fear his scars on his arm, every soldier would fear his long hair and painful look. People gave him the name…Pain. The day he died his name and fantasies were recorded in the book of history. His actions and behaviors have been passed and still known today.

Why am I so obsessed?

You tell me that you don’t need my voice till 12

You turn off your phone hinting that you don’t need me anymore

Everything’s different now

You don’t edge close anymore like you use to

You don’t give me the usual stare anymore

I see it in your eyes

I see it through you into your heart

The clock ticks infront me

I pick up the phone and call every 3 minutes

Just to see whether you’ve turned your phone back on

Why am I so obsessed?

Nothing’s ever ended before 12

You would always tell me you’re never tired

We use to talk on and on

I would always mark the time and tell you to stop

I can’t have you tell me whether its true or not because I can’t get to you

I wish you could just tell me everything here is not real

I want to prove myself wrong for once so help me

The creak of the bed would be the only thing to break the dead silence of tonight

I peaked out my window

The moons not shining bright

The fogs up blocking every single contact with you

There is no moon tonight

What can connect us tonight?

I am a morning person

But I prefer the night

I like the way how the feelings for you pour out of my heart non-stop

I can be confused

I can be wrong

If you are unhappy here

Go

If you don’t want to stay here don’t tell me

Yes

Your smile is worth seeing more than a solar eclipse

Your laugh overpowers thousands of instruments

You don’t just represent yourself but the light in my life

That’s why

No matter what you decision is

I’ll still be here

That’s why

I’m here

That’s why

I’m obsessed

Light,

Guide me to where she is

Shine the path

Shine the way

I am lost in the darkness

I am lost in confusion

I start somewhere

But I forget where

I know I have a goal

But I don’t know how to get there

Light,

Guide me through the dark

Guide me through the maze

Don’t let the darkness swallow me

I see the illusion of her scattered along the gray walls

So close but yet so far

Light,

I can see you

But I don’t know how long till I can get to you

I stumble upon rocks

I slip on puddles

The distant sound of dripping water

The distant feel of your hand in mine

Light,

I am crawling on my knees

Reaching for you

I know that your there

Faith is in me

Someone will find the light

Someone will find the ending

Someone will find me